i got it!

:) i got my bb bold two ! :) loves.
bye iphone! :) it belong to my sis now! :(

:)

BNS PROM NIGHT.

oh well what do we have today? :)
THE BNS YR2 PROM NIGHT!
was the damn sian i shall say. as i grow fat wear the dress my leg was damn fking fat!
omg. lol.. damn tired also due to not enuff slp! lol. jialat uh. omg.
anyway shall upload the pic agn.
tml will be ZIRCA! and i shall VISIT LONDON LIAO.
dun be lazy shipei! <3

ytd butter was alright! :) all of us was the damn high le. cos of butter cookies free flow of drinks. Ryon, yat and frens were there too :)
rather fun, after which we went over to ph! yand was there guixiang was thr too. people are everywhere! :)
pic taken was the damn cui. sooooooooo... :(

rain rain go away.

pic taken on sat! <3

it's monsoon period uh?
it have been raining for a few days.
making me no mood to go out.
but i still need to go and get my prom night thingy! :)

yesterday was a damn sway day for me! omg, it rain damn heavy when i landed at dempsey de bus stop. and even i got a umbella i am still drench. fk! i am alrdy sick! work seems to be turf for me ytd! but nvm! it's over.

anyway tml going to class chalet for bbq! and thursday prom night! :)

saturday. sunday

what a sat i have, getting abit drunk, going into club like idiot! :)
damn jialat. walking like swaying. and e worst is head spinning!! :)

been working today so nothing much.
i realise i cant really click with people from my work place.

friday

what a friday, lying sick at home :(
anyway, actually i am working tml but in e end Gail took over me! she came for e wrong shift and i requested to go back becos of my bad cough. :)
thanks Gail. :)

well, actually i realise i didnt have any goal in life which make me a useless person.
i shall look for goals to hit now!
i shall save money too now.
i cant always depend on ppl. i have to be independent.

Prom night in on the 25 march.
Yay, finally but i've yet to get my mask and dress.
Got to get it soon.
Any idea where can i get it??
theme: masquarade
and i gotten a grey heels.

thursday!

sleep until 12! woke and and it's time to work soon. scoop scoop. hee.
yeah finally did my braiding at e side for $5 each. damn cool. i like. :)

and you know what phuture ytd was like the damn sian. didn't know why couldn't get high at all.
maybe shouldn't club as much le. must go out and play! :) correct people? ppl ard me have alrdy stopped clubbing liao sia. :)

anyway i agreed, frens would not make assumption about frens. =/

will be working tdy! visit me peeps. dempsey ben and jerry.

the image of you keep appearing in my mind

wednesday

i shall write this in the morning then, since i would not be heading home early today.
well, waking up realise that i've been wasting alot of my time doing nothing. sitting infront of the com. listening to ppl talking behind my back.
i seriously should buck up my life.
i want to take up make up course! :( pls mummy.

anyway will be meeting LIN and LYNDY early i think. hopefully.
today most prob will be heading to zouk. that's our wed. :)
well, i have been feeling upset those feel days, thanks for all e console i get from ur.
at the same time i wasn't feeling well so i am rather harsh this few days.

tuesday.

my nose is like a tap, my throat is like a itch.
and my day is like a tired and my emotion is like a stress.
and everything is like a fuck up.

something i wish i never know. it seriously change my view towards you.
i tot *** is e worst human i ever meet but now i think u are no better then her.
anyway i wunt judge a book by it's cover already
lesson learnt.
comments to be kept.
dun treat me like a fool.

START OF HOLIDAY..

officially de sian.......
awww, first day of holiday i realise i am up with nothing.
i am someone who cant commit to work now de so didnt work much too.
ahhhh... nvm just slp and slp. and also control diet liao.

wahhh, town-ed today wif lin! wahh didnt spend much hopefully...
suppose to get my hair braided but i went thr the shop is close :(
today lin is damn happy i suppose, becos she saw "one love...."
anyway, i must chiong work and earn more. yay...

so what is my plan tml? ehhhh....
sweep the floor at home la. and deco my photo board. :)

so suprise i didnt party today
and people is like partying now at e event rompppppppppp.... :)

tattoo.

something that can never be gone.
it already a part of you life.
just like missing you everytime.
knowing that you would not belong to me.

I’m not always as confident as I seem. There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me. Sometimes I just want a hug. Someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me - when people aren’t afraid to show what they’re really feeling. I don’t like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn’t do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it’s like to see something funny and not laugh. I’ve been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart. And my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.

giving you a reason to smile.
just because i live.

standing at a side looking at you makes my heart hurts,
standing near you smiling at you makes my heart stop.

like you, love you, admire you, it's all crap.
in the end we are just perfect strangers.

loves is never a good thing.
loves is good is when you're being loved but not you loving some other people.

but life is short..
it takes courage to say i **** you.
grab the chance and go.
if not everything is left wif regret.
JUST LIKE ME AND YOU.

and i say..

IT'S TIME TO PARTY!

WELL DONE! ALL THE EXAM IS OVER. PRETTY FAST.
BUT I KNEW I DIDN'T DO WELL FOR SURE.
MY BPS SUPPOSE TO DO REALLY WELL BUT IT CAME OUT TO BE ANOTHER WAY.
I DID STUDY BUT NTH GO IN REALLY!
MODERATE THE RESULT PLS. :)
OMG...
ANYWAY WAT TO DO, IT OVER.
LAST DAY IN CLEMENTI ITE . I WAVED GOODBYE TO IT LE. SHALL SAY HI TO BISHAN ITE.

will be celebrating joschua birthday at phuture tonight wif the TMUCH people. i can't wait liao la. :( wahaha.
cant drink much becos it FATTENING! ^^
BLACKBERRY MUCH..

TML MIGHT BE GOING TO NYP FOR SZES GRADUATION SHOW.
FRIDAY TO APPLE BDAY ^^
SAT WORKING
SUN WORKING
and strt of holidays :)

and..

yeah today is the sec last paper!
SERVICE EXCELLENT :)
had been spending time to study it and was still alright.
not very high expectation, as long as it's over..
hmmm, time to start my BPS now right now.
but no mood.
anyway, am damn full now due to my KFC MEAL.
sians cant sleep liao lor.

and yeah i had my ink on! :)
"SYMPHONY OF LIFE"
comments > some says its nice some find it's too big.
i shall say, see the real one! :)

lol... i wanna slim down! can anot?? omg.
fruits diet shall carry on! okay?!
bye everyone.

-------------- sleeping mode on ---------------------

THE WORST phuture night.

ytd was ladies night i had the worst ladies night in phuture ytd.
was really pack of people until we cant even move. my hair was being pulled all over.
damn bad situation. :( but something that is good is i manage to see all my TMUCH gang. :)
love them ttm!

TIME TO STUDY AGAIN. BYE.

exam on the 8. 9. 10.

BISHAN ITE future school.

can u imagine slping at 2 and waking up as early as 6 in the morning?

omg. is really the damn tired. omg. wahhh. today went over to bishan ite for a mini orientation. it started with a talk then a mini game. was rather bored, think mainly because of the weather ba. omg.

HAD OUR LUNCH WITH MDM SEET @ J8 MAC. well seems like a farewell party to us ah. SEET WE WILL MISS YOU DE! :)

after that manage to shop for awhile then off to TPY to meet mummy. SUDDENLY I HAD A URGE of GETTING BLACKBERY BOLD 9700 becos mummy plan can be recontract. but becos of the rather high price i didnt get it. SHALL RECONSIDER.

anyway. HAD A NEW LOVE. AND IT IS THE ALMOND SOYMILK. IS THE DAMN NICE. wahah

time is getting lesser and got to study le shipei. no more time to slack. wahah. i'm so gonna do well and go on with my aim.. :) jiayou.

TO EVERYONE TOO.

i want a MAC BOOK. a BLACKBERRY BOLD a HEADPHONE a BURBERRY HP POUCH. when can i get all this neh??