I'm Mute

my cereal!

2011-04-01T17:14:00.002+08:00

people! this is how i make my cereal so YUMMY!

STEP 1 :

Add some cereal and some frozen raspberry in a bowl

(preferred brand for cereal : POST, raspberry can be get from cold storage in resealable pack)

STEP 2:

Pour in yogurt

(preferred yogurt : ALIVE)

STEP 3:

Take a spoon and ENJOY THE HEALTHY CEREAL! <3

IT'S NOT END OF THE WORLD!

2011-04-01T15:25:00.003+08:00

WOW, THE LONG AWAITED DAY I ALREADY HERE.

I'VE GOT MY POSTING TO THE POLYS! AND I'M IN NYP - ACCOUNTANCY AND FINANCE!

whereas all the other girls are in NP - BANKING AND FINANCE! i wanna join them

oh well, will need to head down to school on the 5 april to collect some stuff.

lastly, SHOULD I APPEAL? YES OR NO?! :(

anyway congrats to all! <3

2011-03-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

yummy? are u hungry? :)

the worst day of life.

2011-03-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

oh my.

ytd were kind of the worst day of life.

had a clubbing session with the awesome grp! REBELLL. but i'm swaying ard.

didn't really feel good ytd.

and what worst I bus home after clubbing damn cui.

anyway today were pretty good, went for driving and guess what i did TOKYO DRIFT while i turn!

yay, the instructor were like slower! hahas

and had KOREA BBQ @ NEX SHOPPING CENTRE! SHIOK BUT VISIT THE TOILET 3 TIME AFTER TAT! :(

2011-03-30T16:45:00.000+08:00

we all have secrets, secrets that nobody knows

i didn't know what to do.

2011-03-30T16:42:00.002+08:00

i'm still so confuse, i'm seriously going crazy soon.

i need to get my ass out and go out to work! can't be lazy anymore.

i see every little thing you wrote on facebook hurts me.

i cried, trying to get over.

you txt me saying how hurt you are. what about me?

yes, i went out i've fun. so what? u are still occupied half of my mind.

leave me alone pls, and takecare of yourself.

sentosa!

2011-03-30T00:55:00.003+08:00

today i went to sentosa! wahaha so shiok!

been so long since i hit the sand ah!

played volleyball and basketball too. lucky wasn't really burnt so okay! :)

2011-03-27T13:24:00.002+08:00

leave me alone for awhile and i will tell you the answer

movie

2011-03-24T01:01:00.002+08:00

today,it's just another day that i've been thinking of all those shit.

well, eventually went out for a movie. WORLD INVASION.

kind of kan chiong ah. anyway didnt had much food today pretty hungry ah.

but nvm at least i've my GONG CHA.

2011-03-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

i'm getting my new INKED soon.

a group of awesome frens.

2011-03-23T14:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

i seriously MIA kind of long i think.

through out this 4 months a lot of things happened.

High and low.

but 1st happest thing is i've finally graduate from ITE.

kind of missing it already because of all the awesome friend i've got.

but nevertheless all the teachers too.

secondly, i've got to know a group of NEW AWESOME frens which i seriously think they lighten up my life when i'm rather down.

although it just that short period of time, i could eventually feel that they really cares for me.

without them i think i would be crying all the way at home.

have been staying over at either serena or kyle house, we talk, we crap we movie. shiok ah!

in the group there's also this guy name JUN HUANG his face is freaking funny i swear so people if you are really down i could introduce you to him! he cfm will make you laugh till no tomorrow! YAY. (imagine his epic face) wahah.

anyway. my mind have been pretty unstable for the past few days. crying. complaining. what else. i knew that things cant continue this way, i've to make up my mind. an decision that i wouldn't regret. but i just couldn't do it. i aren't brave enough to face this problem now.

WORRIED is the only word that is holding me back. in a relationship, we must na de qi, fang de xia. BUT I'M REALLY A FAILURE TO THIS. FML.

it's getting boring.

2010-11-02T14:11:00.002+08:00

i can't take it anymore.

2010-11-01T15:53:00.003+08:00

yeah had my eyebrow done and had my eyelashes curled. total @ 185 only! :)
eyebrow $150
eyelash $35
weee...

after that to yellow jello to meet @ sara, yanting, lyndy, shuting, weiming and dennis.
so disappointed that AH LIM isn't there.
always change gathering because of him but didnt turn up.
i'm so going to kill him soon.
have so much fun! talk, photo and so on.

sat, have a long walk from my house (jalan teck whye) to minliang house(bukitbatok)
so fun uh....
exercise! wahaha.
after tat went to changi village at night and loyang temple and homeee..

sun, guess what? work again, that's my haloween. how great!
haha.. oh well.

yeah, am gonna go see doctor for some medicine to my indigustion.
have diffcuities shitting i swear.

working again! and lucky it's 4 day week this week! :) yeah, MON machiam tue! cos left 3 more days :)
YAY...

now i can't wait for friday! becos i will be see JEROME. :)

TGIF.

2010-10-29T10:47:00.002+08:00

thank god it's friday! :)

oh well one week past! yeah.
tdy i've tons of appointments!
1) eyebrow
2) classmate's meetup
3) secondary school meetup.

wahaha so happy.

ooooh, today boss bought us to lunch at the action cafe.
had the salted mushroom melt burger.
niceeee, and it's only 5bucks.
wahaha. so fulll now.

visit the toilet so many times! :(

DIET MODE ON.
NO DINNER TONIGHT :)

2010-10-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

haloween

2010-10-28T11:33:00.003+08:00

apart from the 7th month, ghost is coming out again!

31st oct!

happy advance haloween.

@ the same time it's sister birthday.

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY :)

have a great time in bali.

gifts pls! :)

scouting was tired. :(

2010-10-28T11:11:00.002+08:00

omggg. scouting area carparks look for terminal is damn tired.
wasn't as fun as i tot. esp ALONE travelling to 20 places. up down the cab... i've spent 80plus on cab for the first time.
i can't be alone. so boring and no one to talk to. :(
WAHHH. i seriously work from 2 to 7pm. i'm late for my appointment even i've change the timing!

waas damn unlucky! the bus broke down on the way to orchard. gosh.

did my treatment, only 20 mins. wat the hack? :( cheat my money uh?!

anyway today is thursday peep, tml friday! will be doing my EYEBROW and will be meeting ALL THE LOVILES....

2010-10-27T12:05:00.000+08:00

Scouting to Carparks Later :)

Pre-bday celebration.

2010-10-27T08:33:00.002+08:00

Its Sis birthday on Sunday! :) but she's leaving for her holiday at Bali on the 30th.
therefore we decided to have her celebration first.
Nothing much because we didnt have enough time as mummy is meet her fren after dinner,
so no cakes. :( and we had on Thai Express.
ate yellow ginger chicken rice ... 4 x Spicyness. oh fk. i'm so "TOUCH" when i ate that.
cant deny that their green curry is nice :)
and so happppy lin join-ed us. :)

had a mini shopping spree, charles & keith for a bag and then Anna Nucci for my wedge. :)
i'm lovin it.

Now my wallet one big whole.
still got debts not yet return! :(

alright, today is a brand new day, start my day with "GO" milk.
and treatment at 630pm.

CHEERS.

2010-10-26T16:53:00.002+08:00

this look so yummy!

am feeling a little hungry now.

nvm, SISTER BIRTHDAY DINNER later and guess wat. Lin is going with me! miss her

random.

2010-10-26T13:43:00.002+08:00

after lunch! had my lovely grapefruit again. feeling so sleepy liao.

photos:

TIRED.

2010-10-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

2010-10-25T11:14:00.000+08:00

this is how i feel right now. my expression.

my idol.

2010-10-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

she's pretty isn't it? :)

my weekends.

2010-10-25T09:38:00.002+08:00

finally it hits FRIDAY, were alocated to new task in nets, were learning how to fill up forms,
the steps and etc. after that off to Bugis with liyun, vana and dennis, had dinner and we talk about something that they never know. they were shock but i'm stating the truth :)
had dessert for continous 3 days. Hei-bai! ( almond paste & saseme paste) damn shiok
oh no am craving for it now.

Sat, were with minliang the whole day! he took his btt and steamboated at night lastly jurong point. :)

Sun, working at ben & jerry! been sometime since i been working, feeling so relief when i saw all the familiar faces around. I STILL LOVE WORKING THERE. been a year tho. :) and the BEST PART IS..... I'VE my pay raise! 6$ per hour.. aft so long! :) did my accessment with keith.

:( tdy monday blues.

#onarandomnote: FTT BOOKED. 15 dec...

DAY DREAMING

2010-10-22T09:19:00.001+08:00

only if everyday after my work, SOMEONE would come here and fetch me....

FAVOURITES.

2010-10-22T09:14:00.001+08:00

Thursday.

2010-10-22T08:40:00.002+08:00

my life everyday as usual, it gonna be 5 months :)
oh well, ytd tin brought us to have lunch, he eventually talk to us about the company, the team
and even the world. and got to know about alot of things.
i can say that office life is rather scary. so many politics.
as you know our team consists of 6 ppl, 5 guys 1 gal (excluding us)
we were place under the lady name linda.
Not suppose to say, but after i heard and link back to what i felt she is Bias towards guys.
i cried. because it doesn't feel good. anyway thanks tin. :)
went site visiting with yeo to some places and last stop is SMU. so the happy thing is we were release there @ 4.40pm, 1 hr and 20 mins before actual end work time ahhh :)
so home sweet home.

went to ah ma new house at night, small and square but it seems comfy.
gonna see her new home with alot of furnitures soon!
there's an extra room at there, mummy ask me to go stay there.
i told her! design the room and i will go over slp sometime! :) isnt it good?! :)
dinner @ old town white coffee cafe @ Jp. nv really eat because i wan a diet...

TGIF, finally. hope tdy work will be better. it willl be BECAUSE we will be seeing Ms Felina and Mr lee<3 the ite feel is back! :) am so gonna complain!

2010-10-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

TGIF.

2010-10-21T09:44:00.003+08:00

back at work, and it's only 1st hour!
oh well, reading about nets! so bored.
NETS FLASHPAY. :(
i wanna go site... dun wan sit in office.
gaining excess weight.
oh well, signed package at BOTTOMSLIM.
400plus, if london need 2000plus. oh well still trust London better
but give bottomslim a try cos of my bulky tighs

okok. suppose to have meetup dinner tdy with my lovely classmates but date changed.
:) so will be on 29th. cant wait. :)

lastly, ytd japanese buffet dinner were good. ATE ALOT I SWEAR. because it causes $39/person, have alot of fun. <3 Them, been so long since we have such gathering.
when is our chalet coming on. :) travelling neh?

2010-10-20T13:49:00.003+08:00

2010-10-20T11:45:00.000+08:00

2010-10-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

ISOLOPHOBIA

THe fear of being alone.

MY ATTACHMENT.

2010-10-20T10:21:00.002+08:00

NETS!

Omg, it's only the 8th day! i'm feeling so tired and sleepy alrdy.
i seriously cant get use to it ah..
Up at 6, Work at 8.30, End at 6pm.
how to survive?
oh well, 5 months.
get over it.

BUFFET @ RIVER VIEW HOTAL TODAY! :)

sleepy!

2010-07-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

BACK AFTER A LONG WRITTING BREAK.

2010-07-27T00:29:00.002+08:00

being too lazy to blog.

it have been nearly half a yr since we travel to bishan to study

use to e squeezing and pushing in train, waking up so early for school, feeling jealous over those who go cck ite for school!

am leaving school for IAP sooner or later. bear with it meanwhile. :)

life was so far so good.

everything seems to have change.

maybe it's just me.

hope things will turn out better :)

time to save money! :)

and study hard to achieve my goals.

2010-05-28T12:21:00.002+08:00

well it have been like a month we have been studying in bishan!

everything is pretty good except that the food is really a problem!

all fried. i dun like.

anyway have been eating apples everyday! :)

ahhh, i wan to get my mac book and it fair strt tdy and i've got no money for it! hell...

i wanna a hard disk tooo...

MONEY PLS FALL FROM THE FLOOR.

anyway i am a SYOG volunteer! cant wait for it to strt it seems so cool.

hahas.

going out later. bye peeps

exam is coming and i gonna study ah! :(

i just wan to lead a simple life

2010-05-14T02:15:00.000+08:00

I think I'm no loner what I use to be a happy shipei. Without you things really change and I'm afraid I did a wrong move

when i know that..

2010-05-02T13:54:00.002+08:00

you are the only light that lead me thur the dark.

i am truly disappointed when i knew every little thing you have done.
but upon thinking there's no need to be angry with because it have nth to do with me anymore.
anyway, i've grown up to learn to cherish every lil thing i've got.
it's hard to get the things we wanted but after gotten it you wunt cherish it.
so why get one more enemy then having another person who's good wif u? :)

anyway i knew i cant have any feeling for you but it's just uncontrollable.

and i hate school, it's damn tiring and it causes me to slp in the afternoon! haha
have been bballing recently! :) wah muscular agn. ALL MY LONDON TREATMENT GONE TO WASTE.

yeah! finally i knew where is timbre :) nice place to chillllll! i like ah. <3

2010-04-23T00:31:00.001+08:00

24/7... i missed you.

2010-04-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

2010-04-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

2010-03-30T14:39:00.001+08:00

i got it!

2010-03-30T00:33:00.001+08:00

:) i got my bb bold two ! :) loves.
bye iphone! :) it belong to my sis now! :(

:)

2010-03-29T14:06:00.002+08:00

2010-03-26T02:25:00.000+08:00

BNS PROM NIGHT.

2010-03-26T02:13:00.002+08:00

oh well what do we have today? :)
THE BNS YR2 PROM NIGHT!
was the damn sian i shall say. as i grow fat wear the dress my leg was damn fking fat!
omg. lol.. damn tired also due to not enuff slp! lol. jialat uh. omg.
anyway shall upload the pic agn.
tml will be ZIRCA! and i shall VISIT LONDON LIAO.
dun be lazy shipei! <3

ytd butter was alright! :) all of us was the damn high le. cos of butter cookies free flow of drinks. Ryon, yat and frens were there too :)
rather fun, after which we went over to ph! yand was there guixiang was thr too. people are everywhere! :)
pic taken was the damn cui. sooooooooo... :(

rain rain go away.

2010-03-22T14:59:00.002+08:00

pic taken on sat! <3

it's monsoon period uh?
it have been raining for a few days.
making me no mood to go out.
but i still need to go and get my prom night thingy! :)

yesterday was a damn sway day for me! omg, it rain damn heavy when i landed at dempsey de bus stop. and even i got a umbella i am still drench. fk! i am alrdy sick! work seems to be turf for me ytd! but nvm! it's over.

anyway tml going to class chalet for bbq! and thursday prom night! :)

saturday. sunday

2010-03-22T00:46:00.005+08:00

what a sat i have, getting abit drunk, going into club like idiot! :)
damn jialat. walking like swaying. and e worst is head spinning!! :)

been working today so nothing much.
i realise i cant really click with people from my work place.

2010-03-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

friday

2010-03-19T16:22:00.003+08:00

what a friday, lying sick at home :(
anyway, actually i am working tml but in e end Gail took over me! she came for e wrong shift and i requested to go back becos of my bad cough. :)
thanks Gail. :)

well, actually i realise i didnt have any goal in life which make me a useless person.
i shall look for goals to hit now!
i shall save money too now.
i cant always depend on ppl. i have to be independent.

Prom night in on the 25 march.
Yay, finally but i've yet to get my mask and dress.
Got to get it soon.
Any idea where can i get it??
theme: masquarade
and i gotten a grey heels.

thursday!

2010-03-18T12:17:00.003+08:00

sleep until 12! woke and and it's time to work soon. scoop scoop. hee.
yeah finally did my braiding at e side for $5 each. damn cool. i like. :)

and you know what phuture ytd was like the damn sian. didn't know why couldn't get high at all.
maybe shouldn't club as much le. must go out and play! :) correct people? ppl ard me have alrdy stopped clubbing liao sia. :)

anyway i agreed, frens would not make assumption about frens. =/

will be working tdy! visit me peeps. dempsey ben and jerry.

2010-03-17T14:37:00.001+08:00

2010-03-17T14:33:00.001+08:00

the image of you keep appearing in my mind

wednesday

2010-03-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

i shall write this in the morning then, since i would not be heading home early today.
well, waking up realise that i've been wasting alot of my time doing nothing. sitting infront of the com. listening to ppl talking behind my back.
i seriously should buck up my life.
i want to take up make up course! :( pls mummy.

anyway will be meeting LIN and LYNDY early i think. hopefully.
today most prob will be heading to zouk. that's our wed. :)
well, i have been feeling upset those feel days, thanks for all e console i get from ur.
at the same time i wasn't feeling well so i am rather harsh this few days.

tuesday.

2010-03-16T23:32:00.005+08:00

my nose is like a tap, my throat is like a itch.
and my day is like a tired and my emotion is like a stress.
and everything is like a fuck up.

something i wish i never know. it seriously change my view towards you.
i tot *** is e worst human i ever meet but now i think u are no better then her.
anyway i wunt judge a book by it's cover already
lesson learnt.
comments to be kept.
dun treat me like a fool.

START OF HOLIDAY..

2010-03-16T00:27:00.003+08:00

officially de sian.......
awww, first day of holiday i realise i am up with nothing.
i am someone who cant commit to work now de so didnt work much too.
ahhhh... nvm just slp and slp. and also control diet liao.

wahhh, town-ed today wif lin! wahh didnt spend much hopefully...
suppose to get my hair braided but i went thr the shop is close :(
today lin is damn happy i suppose, becos she saw "one love...."
anyway, i must chiong work and earn more. yay...

so what is my plan tml? ehhhh....
sweep the floor at home la. and deco my photo board. :)

so suprise i didnt party today
and people is like partying now at e event rompppppppppp.... :)

tattoo.

2010-03-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

something that can never be gone.
it already a part of you life.
just like missing you everytime.
knowing that you would not belong to me.

2010-03-12T14:08:00.000+08:00

2010-03-11T14:12:00.001+08:00

I’m not always as confident as I seem. There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me. Sometimes I just want a hug. Someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me - when people aren’t afraid to show what they’re really feeling. I don’t like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn’t do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it’s like to see something funny and not laugh. I’ve been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart. And my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.

2010-03-11T14:06:00.000+08:00

2010-03-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

2010-03-11T13:57:00.002+08:00

giving you a reason to smile.
just because i live.

2010-03-11T13:42:00.002+08:00

standing at a side looking at you makes my heart hurts,
standing near you smiling at you makes my heart stop.

like you, love you, admire you, it's all crap.
in the end we are just perfect strangers.

loves is never a good thing.
loves is good is when you're being loved but not you loving some other people.

but life is short..
it takes courage to say i **** you.
grab the chance and go.
if not everything is left wif regret.
JUST LIKE ME AND YOU.

and i say..

2010-03-10T12:03:00.002+08:00

IT'S TIME TO PARTY!

WELL DONE! ALL THE EXAM IS OVER. PRETTY FAST.
BUT I KNEW I DIDN'T DO WELL FOR SURE.
MY BPS SUPPOSE TO DO REALLY WELL BUT IT CAME OUT TO BE ANOTHER WAY.
I DID STUDY BUT NTH GO IN REALLY!
MODERATE THE RESULT PLS. :)
OMG...
ANYWAY WAT TO DO, IT OVER.
LAST DAY IN CLEMENTI ITE . I WAVED GOODBYE TO IT LE. SHALL SAY HI TO BISHAN ITE.

will be celebrating joschua birthday at phuture tonight wif the TMUCH people. i can't wait liao la. :( wahaha.
cant drink much becos it FATTENING! ^^
BLACKBERRY MUCH..

TML MIGHT BE GOING TO NYP FOR SZES GRADUATION SHOW.
FRIDAY TO APPLE BDAY ^^
SAT WORKING
SUN WORKING
and strt of holidays :)

and..

2010-03-09T13:10:00.003+08:00

yeah today is the sec last paper!
SERVICE EXCELLENT :)
had been spending time to study it and was still alright.
not very high expectation, as long as it's over..
hmmm, time to start my BPS now right now.
but no mood.
anyway, am damn full now due to my KFC MEAL.
sians cant sleep liao lor.

and yeah i had my ink on! :)
"SYMPHONY OF LIFE"
comments > some says its nice some find it's too big.
i shall say, see the real one! :)

lol... i wanna slim down! can anot?? omg.
fruits diet shall carry on! okay?!
bye everyone.

-------------- sleeping mode on ---------------------

THE WORST phuture night.

2010-03-05T00:48:00.002+08:00

ytd was ladies night i had the worst ladies night in phuture ytd.
was really pack of people until we cant even move. my hair was being pulled all over.
damn bad situation. :( but something that is good is i manage to see all my TMUCH gang. :)
love them ttm!

TIME TO STUDY AGAIN. BYE.

exam on the 8. 9. 10.

BISHAN ITE future school.

2010-03-01T21:52:00.005+08:00

can u imagine slping at 2 and waking up as early as 6 in the morning?

omg. is really the damn tired. omg. wahhh. today went over to bishan ite for a mini orientation. it started with a talk then a mini game. was rather bored, think mainly because of the weather ba. omg.

HAD OUR LUNCH WITH MDM SEET @ J8 MAC. well seems like a farewell party to us ah. SEET WE WILL MISS YOU DE! :)

after that manage to shop for awhile then off to TPY to meet mummy. SUDDENLY I HAD A URGE of GETTING BLACKBERY BOLD 9700 becos mummy plan can be recontract. but becos of the rather high price i didnt get it. SHALL RECONSIDER.

anyway. HAD A NEW LOVE. AND IT IS THE ALMOND SOYMILK. IS THE DAMN NICE. wahah

time is getting lesser and got to study le shipei. no more time to slack. wahah. i'm so gonna do well and go on with my aim.. :) jiayou.

TO EVERYONE TOO.

i want a MAC BOOK. a BLACKBERRY BOLD a HEADPHONE a BURBERRY HP POUCH. when can i get all this neh??

2010-02-25T16:16:00.003+08:00

MY FIRST TIME CAR WASHING EXPERIENCE :)
ohh, it's my first time washing a car and it was rather fun.
had alot of laughter splashing water :)
manage to wash only 3 cars today was rather tired after that
and e fking sun is killing us.
making me headache now la.
omggg.

Not feeling well now, somemore just now knock my head against e cab door.
clumsy.

anyway tml is the big day for me.
here comes the big challenge
for ME,SARA AND LYNDY.
its the NAILS TIMES.
omg.
how am i going to have customer with the skills i'm having now?
no CONFIDENCE at all.
FML

anyway it's 2 weeks away from exam only gonna buck up le.
no time to shop and clubs!
TIME FOR BOOKS.
and i realise i very long nv go town le..
:( miss it. i wanna be town kia again!

it's the end of my post.
goodbye.

2 days of clubbing

2010-02-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

2 continuous days of clubbing make me really tired!

1st was FRI powerhouse 3rd yr anniversary
awesome. BUT IS REALLY FULL OF PEOPLE.
and that ws the first time seriously i saw junhao and honglin in clubs.
went in quite early despite e long queues and got a few cups of free flow drinks.
was rather giddy after drinking again.
after that WEIMING, ZHIQIANG AND YINGREN came along. drink again.
then TIME TO DANCE. bom bom shake shake. :)
till e end and off to nana.

2nd was SAT!
POWERHOUSE AGAIN.
me and lyndy was e offical fans of ph uh..
sat is way more fun i shld say.
went wif alot of frens and realise part of the clubbers is already our fren le.
anyway alot of thing happen and was rather funny. to CAREBEAR.
wahahas.. wAS REALLY tired out.

and today WORKING. was like finally. miss working somehow. :)

TIME TO STOP ALL THIS NIGHT ACTIVITIES LE BA. FML.

time to settle down to study shipei. :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2010-02-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

wow just 4 days of holidays and it's gone now! what the hell.
i eventually DRAG MY FEET TO SCHOOL TODAY.
and is the damn sian..

but wait...

SOMTHING MEANINGFUL HAPPENED TODAY! :)
PIZZA HUT CRAVING GONE..
meaning ate pizza hut for lunch today... isn't it great??

anyway, school mood wasnt correct still in playing and gambling mood. how sia?? lol..
what all of us talk about in school was winning and losing! what the hell but its alright! :) lol..

okay, tdy went to bball and is e damn tired! what worst is i am waiting for the clothes to be wash at tis moment! what is this?? omg.. sleepy liao..

tell me what do i want? i seriously doesn't know.

i finally did what i wanted to....

2010-02-12T14:02:00.002+08:00

which is clean my dirty room! and i did it by today.
woke up at 10am to do it.. feeling so damn dusty now.
wahahas. nvm shower soon and out i go! for my appointment on SLIMMING and WAXING.
gonna be busy! and ah i'll be party-ing tonight. wahahas.
hope it will be fun uh and i think definately will because i'll be going wif 2 LONG-TIME NO SEE DARLING SZES AND ANN.

nothing much. just 2 more days to new year. happy chinese new year everyone! ANGBAO big big ah :)

visit of frens hse and fren to my house will be on the 3 day of new year! yay... gamble??

confused feeling.

2010-02-09T21:01:00.003+08:00

I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT I HAD FOR YOU. can you tell me the answer?
only heaven knows :)

when i wanted you to be beside me, you are not.
when i wanted freedom from you, you did not give me.
when i says i love you, u do not believe.
i am just nothing to you.
love is something that makes you feel love one moment but another moment you are hurt.

confused?

2010-02-07T12:59:00.002+08:00

i am feeling stress up again!
time to start anew.
move on Kwok ShiPei

2010-02-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

i have get over with my work this week! pretty slack for the 2 shifts i've go!

Ytd, went to flyer with all the 3Bns classes along witth fours teachers! Mr Zaki, Mr Lee, Ms Christine and Ms felina! Had a lil bit of laughter and ate popeyes. :)
Shopping after that, bought some items for new year! and i finally get my fish net leggings luh! :)
and a new blusher!

at night, i did sth i never did b4! sheesha-ing.. with a huge grp of crazy mates!
all are smokers except me! and i choke on e sheesha quite alot of time!
had crazy times nmaking alot of noise ard!
the most meaningful thing is standing along the roadside talk for lyk half an hour! stupid uh! lol..

what am i gonna do today?!
things started loading up agn! :( BPS POWERPOINT AND CLEANING OF SHORTIE'S ROOM!

i shall hands on to it le.
byee.

RUNNING

2010-02-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

i manage to run one round......... yeah! :)
ball for awhile and off i go.....

hope at least 0.5 kg down! goody....
ahhh, and finally no ETP tml which means no need go sch early!
and it strts at 10!! wahahas i like!

HAHAS, I GOT NEW NAILS FOR MY NEW YEAR AND ITS BY YANTING! :)
i got alot of stuff yet to buy!
MONEY FROM MUMMY PLS...

sians got to work tml! and thurs! but good thing is no work on the weekends mean i cn pack my room! finaally! hope i arent lazy too..

i simply cnt wait for new yr! i want alot of loves and angbao! wahahs.
and tis year new yr falls on valentine day! i will be alone tis yr! SADD. but i will be as happy! :)
becos it is new year! :) at least i dun need to fan nao... :)))))

the sight of you.

2010-02-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

Just a lil bit of unhappiness in me leading me to tear.
oh well, not being subjective towards u, but really annoyed me..
its over anyway..
and i teared becos of sth stupid. thanks frens. :)

bball today and feeling the damn tired. SHALL REST TML LE. night peeps.

welcome to the party.

2010-01-31T12:34:00.002+08:00

Ytd went shopping and aft that its party time! :))
nth much to talk about same old thing butttt.....
I'M SO GONNA MASTER SHUFFLING SOON! WAIT FOR ME!

some party specs pic! :)

STRESS OUT PARTY IN!

2010-01-30T01:32:00.002+08:00

finally we have manage to finish my DAMN BORED TTM de banking and products project.
omg, its really killing me, i even went to lyndy house ytd just to do this project.
dint get to slp and manage to slp for lyk 2 hour only. damn tired.

WELL, I GOT 2 MORE FREN WITH TONGUE PIERCING! and i bought them there. wee.

anyway today school was alright! our last trip to the ELDERCARE was a fruitful one. ALL OF US DID OUR BEST AND WE HAD ENJOY OURSELF. and those smile on the elderly face really make us smile! we did activities like MEMORY GAME, ORIGAMI AND ANGBAO HANDICRAFTS. everything ends at 330 and headed to cut my BANGS. so short now! omg.. then off to town for LYNDY HAIR EXTENTIONS. wahah. so tempted. but no way shipei. CLIP ON WILL DO! wahahs.

TOWN today! shop and bought 2 pair of shoes but no clothing. sian uh!

i realise i have dry cough. omg

anyway new yr is coming yet i 've pack my room. omg. DIRTY TTM LIAO.

tml is gonna be a long day!

2010-01-25T17:42:00.002+08:00

i love this photo ttm!

LADIES

2010-01-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

from left: SZES, SHORTIE, CORRIN, ANNANG, CHERYL and APPLE. <3

I SPEND MY WEEKEND TO THE FULLEST

2010-01-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

i seriously spend my weekend to the fullest! :)
friday went to ANNDARLING 21st bday eve charlet. wahahas had our ladies night!
hmmmm, there is me, szes, cheryl, apple and of cos ann luh.. wahahs.
met them at ard 8 plus then bk to charlet! NSRCC @ CHANGI.
wow, nice. simply cold inside there. then they had their dinner and we strted chatting :)
i realise ann mum is damn open! so good. cn simply share watever they want. unlike mine were those traditional mum :( well. slept @ 2 plus that day.

SAT is the big day!
woke up at ard 10 plus. still feeling so tired. STONE ALL THE WAY UNTIL 12 PLUS. :) AS WE WAIT FOR ANN TO COME BACK FROM BUGIS.
after that off to swim! i dunno how. so just soak in e water and steambath after that damn shiok.
felt so light.. wahahas (imagine)
dress up after that! felt so good when gals dress up together.
all of us wore blue! :)
becos of the theme is either green and blue. lyk avata sia. :)
then deco the place while waiting for parties to strt.
photos all the way!
me and szes have a post which is the receiptionst la. suppose to pass the message book ard but ppl comein so fast that we lost track of so we gave up! :(
omg. sorry ann! i dint do a great job.
the best part were the time b4 cutting cake! :)
we manage to trick ann before she can cut cakes. wahahas.
FIRST IS POLE DANCE ON A GUY
SECOND IS EATING OF MASHMELLOW FROM THE MOUTH OF 5 GUYS.
LASTLY IS BEING CARRY UP BY A GUY AND SING HAPPY BDAY SONG!
wahahas. damn fun! :)
then after that me and szes went bk!
WISH ANN HAD AN UNFORGETTABLE 21ST BDAY. OLD LIAO. (KIDDING)

off to chris party at downtown east. play games thur out and went home in e morning! :) damn tired. :(

suppose to do project but i fall aslp!
in the end i did nth :(

ALOT OF PICS TO UPLOAD. CATCH IT IN FB! too much to upload here!

BACK FROM cip.

2010-01-22T16:36:00.002+08:00

back from st.luke eldercare.
awwwwwww, damn tiring. we did exercise. i am running out of voice from the last final games
and it goes like this:
"ROTI PRATA, ROTI PRATA"
"CHAR KAYTIOW. CHAR KAYTIOW"
"MEE SIAM, MEE ROBUS x2"
"ZHU CHONG FEN x2"

we are splinted into 2 grps to guide those elderly @ the same time compete against each grop see who can last and we are suppose to speed up! wow this make my sweat lyk hell.. omg. and coughing lyk hell now! BUT FUN AFTER ALL.

ANYWAY HEADING TO ANN BDAY PARTY LATER... WEEEE! AT NRCC.. SO FAR.. AWWW.
but it's gonna be fun i swear :)

LONG TIME NO SEE.

2010-01-21T13:23:00.003+08:00

it have been lyk a few days since i can sit down and blog.
SINCE I'M "OFF" FROM SCHOOL TODAY, I SHALL USE THIS OPP. TO WRITE.
well, i think i've un-noticably becoming a TOWN KIA soon. have been heading to town constantly!
getting sick of it. especially cine. wahahs.

anyway, school was a lil stressful for me at e start of the week.
i teared when doing my ETP SCRIPT. that was lyk way too chim for me. but thanks for sara n yanting help i manage to pull myself out! <3
Anyway coming up is BPS project gonna strt on it soon! :)
jiayou BA!

went to club ytd! POWERHOUSE was alright. not alot people. but i get a lil tired! :)
visit city square mall on last friday wif lyndy! its the first ECO-MALL in singapore. :)
alot of grass there la. dunno for fk.
the shopping centre i quite big lo.. :)

today i am gonna meet DARLING SZES on a date agn. THIS TIME WITHOUT ANN!

AND I GOT A NEW LOVELY SIS! LIN... <3>we got sth in common! ANTI *I* ...
AND SERIOUSLY SHE LOOK LYK FELICIA CHIN LUH!

i got a fren of mine is e damn SLUT de.

look like felicia chin isnt it. <3>

RANDOM.

2010-01-15T01:00:00.003+08:00

being someone that i have already know for 19 yrs.
sometimes i can't even trust myself.

what happen ?

2010-01-15T00:38:00.005+08:00

seems lyk so long nv update my blog.
wahhh.
seems lyk after school reopen,
life was damn bored.
simply just school and home and work.
aye... anyway watch OLD DOGS wif lyndy and guorong @ jURONGPOINT ytd and we were lyk simply rushing for 430 show la. :) but we manage to do it. wahahas. average show. FUNNY!
and those chip and dale is loves.

then, today suppose to bball but in e end went to town to meet up wif some frens. walk around. TOWN IS ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE. sad to hear that tml we got ms felina lesson. MEANING = GOING SCHOOL AT 9. omg. roleplay postpone to end of e month! :( i have yet to complete my script. tml where to go sia?

some random pics of we playing jenga in class. MAKING ALOT OF NOISE.

2010-01-12T15:46:00.001+08:00

i will never forget the way you look at me.
i will never forget the way you smile at me.
i will never forget the way you treat me.
i will never forget how you look like.
i will never forget the time we have been together.
All i want to say is THANKS. :)

HOW I WISH I HAVE NEVER LOVE BEFORE.

and i am fking in bad mood today!

2010-01-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

AND ITS $359.50 FOR MY M1 BILL!
WHY???
AND FEELING SO DAMN STRESS OUT NOW.

ANYWAY WENT TO BBALL TODAY, FEELING SHIOK AFTER SWEATING! WAHAHAS. 0.5KG DOWN PLS. but worst thing is i ate 2 chocolate bar after that! wahahas. GAIN BACK MORE THEN I LOSS. TML SCHOOLING AT 11AM! WAHAHA. i want to drink redbull in school agn! :)

I WANT A BLACKBERRY BOLD II

WEEKEND.

2010-01-08T14:21:00.002+08:00

finally it's weekend liao.
away from sch for 2 day is better then having a big feast!
why are MONDAY so far from FRIDAY, yet FRIDAY so near to MONDAY?
isn't it unfair? wahahas. shld study for 5 day then rest at least 5 days also.
far what!
just some random rubbish.
anyway, got to work @ ten tml! BUT LYNDY GOING TO CLUB TONIGHT. wahahahs.
why did she tell me! GOT FEEL liao.
but nvm ! I'LL be zouk-ing tml! :) wahahas.
update again!
BYEEE.

finally ahhh..

2010-01-07T00:53:00.001+08:00

awwww, finally i'm done with my WBS and ETP.

2010-01-06T14:31:00.002+08:00

DINT WANT TO WAKE UP AND FIND THAT I WAS FALLING SO BAD.

DINT WANT TO NEED YOU.

I'M NOT THAT STRONG WITHOUT YOU.

I CANT GO ON WITHOUT YOU.

NEVER THOUGHT THAT I CAN LOVE YOU THE WAY I DO.

2010-01-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

sexy bitch

POWERHOUSE with DARLINGS.

2010-01-05T20:40:00.007+08:00

ANN & SZES to powerhouse together on sat! AND ITS ANN first time there! :)
had great fun there! but a mini fight had occur and ann was hit at e ear! BUT SHE'S IS ALRIGHT! Lyndy was with us too! Szes bf was thr too.

AND I SAYS I LOVE THEM TTM!

2010-01-04T23:51:00.005+08:00

SHARON, HUISHAN AND JASMINE!
I LOVE YOU!

meet up with them @ town on 2 Jan and we finally met each other! i miss them lyk hell. we seldom meet each other due to diff sch and busy work load! and we really cherish the time we had tgt! :) catch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNK 2! damn funny la! laugh my ass out of the seat.
4 yrs of FRENSHIP and it will last forever! :)
and the most wonderful thing is ME AND JASMINE KNOW EACH OTHER FOR 12 YRS AND
IT APPLY TO SHARON AND HUISHAN TOO.

retro is LOVE.

2010-01-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL REOPEN.

2010-01-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

awww, 2010 reach = time for school! :D

Seriously, this vacation is DAMN FAST. yi zhuan yan jiu over le.
had been wking and slack enough.
didnt get to travel... no $$$....

and sch wasnt as bad too. new intake was totally bad uh. alot of lians and bengs!
and the most happiest thing is i score well for my BPS! at least my hard work had paid off.
HOPE I CAN MAINTAIN IT!

ohh gosh! i am loaded wif project! ETP!! i dunno wat to do! i need to look for yanting tml le! :(
WBS, a report to be done by wed! sian ah! i dun even know how to strt!
BPS, a project on chossen topic by us! deadline 29 jan! wtf!!
my head is getting bigger day by day! :(

and FRIDAY is time to ST LUKES ELDERLY CARE.. for our community work!
for fking 2 hrs. HURHUR. sian.
after that.....
its time to hang out agn!

2010-01-01T23:22:00.004+08:00

i find this damn cute!
but this will nv happen to me.

2010-01-01T22:09:00.001+08:00

and this is hurting me.

and i've got it!

2010-01-01T21:20:00.003+08:00

IN PREVIOUS POST I SAID I WANTED A TONGUE PIERCING AND I GOT IT BEFORE 2010!
THE LAST DARING THING I'VE DONE BEFORE 2009! 3 cheers for SHIPEI! YEAH.

wahaha, i did research b4 i got it pierce! i've asked alot of them isit pain anot but none of them say it is! damn bad! but the aftermath is pain and i am suffering now!
THANKS BOTH OF YOU FOR ACC ME GO OKAY! THE 2 'J's LOL..sorry for pangseh-ing your! I LOVE MY PIERCING!
i had been sucking ice since then... omg. no food! and i am hungry now!

BUT NOW I GOT A BIG PROB!
how am i going to avoid being seen in school? how am i going to avoid being seen by mum? omg!

and 2010 first day is the first time i get so HIGH by drinking! lyk retardard only.!

GOODBYE 2009.

2010-01-01T21:06:00.004+08:00

hello 2010 goodbye 2009.
that was really a fast yr thou.
well, this yr i shall say is a FAIR year for me!

FIRSTLY,
i broke up wif minliang, becos of my selfishness. thanks for the love. it have been 3yr 2 months thou. I WISH I NEVER HURT U THAT MUCH. sorry for hurting u.

SECONDLY,
it's something happy!
we broke the one year once spell!
which is me, ann and szeli met more than once this year!
and CHEERS TO OUR LOVE!! <3
whaahas meeting them to club tml!!!! RMB GALS.

LASTLY,
i got a brunch of GOOD FRENS IN SCHOOL! LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS.
and i'm missing your alrdy!

WELL, SOME SIMPLE WISHES!
good health to my whole family!
good results for my exam!
good wealth!
i wanna travel this yr!
may my frenship become stronger!

AND! I CNT IMAGINE I HAD MY NEWYEAR COUNTDOWN WIF ANN AND SZES @ ECP!